This Celeb's Reasoning For Cheating On His Girlfriend Is Kinda FuckedSkip To ContentHomepageSign InSearch BuzzFeedSearch BuzzFeedlol Badge Feedwin Badge Feedtrending Badge FeedCalifornia residents can opt out of "sales" of personal data.Do Not Sell My Personal Information 2022 BuzzFeed, Inc PressRSSPrivacyConsent PreferencesUser TermsAd ChoicesHelpContactSitemapPosted on 9 Mar 2017 This Celeb s Reasoning For Cheating On His Girlfriend Is Kinda Fucked Lewis Bloor revealed Marnie Simpson made him feel "insecure," so he felt compelled to cheat in order to make their relationship work. by Ellie WoodwardBuzzFeed StaffFacebookPinterestTwitterMailLink You may recall that two weeks ago Geordie Shore s Marnie Simpson dumped her former TOWIE boyfriend Lewis Bloor after she found out that he d cheated on her while she slept during a romantic holiday together View this photo on Instagram instagram.com Yes, really. Marnie was sent a stream of direct messages from a girl who claims that she and Lewis did everything but have sex while Marnie slept in the same hotel Twitter @MarnieGShore The Geordie Shore star then went on to reveal that Lewis crept back into bed with her and said that he'd "fallen asleep on the beach" the night before. Marnie also said that the romantic holiday had been the best of her life, and that Lewis had continued to sleep with her as normal for the rest of the break. Marnie unceremoniously dumped Lewis posting a Snapchat story in which she said she d smashed up her home in anger and had felt every emotion possible View this photo on Instagram instagram.com Well now Lewis has had his say on the matter confirming that he did cheat on Marnie because he d felt insecure about the fact she d appeared to flirt with another guy Speaking to The Sun, Lewis explained:Marnie and I were getting ready to go for a night in Barcelona and suddenly her phone went off and she became really excited that this boy was in the city too. I was like, "Who the fuck is this geezer?" So I say we have to go and meet him. We met this guy who was very good looking and I was standing there, very observant. I could tell there was some kind of history as they wouldn't stop flirting. As we said goodbye Marnie said she wanted to give him a hug. So I was like, "Fuck this," and was absolutely fuming. Later that evening Marnie explained that she and the guy had had a thing in the past Lewis said that the revelation left him feeling emasculated and that he felt compelled to hook up with someone else in order to be able to continue with their holiday View this photo on Instagram instagram.com / Via thesun.co.uk He said:My logic was: "I don't want to forget about this relationship just yet." So I did something to feel a little more manly I suppose – how pathetic is that? But it's true, just because I felt like I was being mugged off. I didn't do it to spite Marnie, I did it because I felt very jealous and insecure and that it would allow us to continue with the holiday. Crucify me all you want. He went on to say that by 5am he couldn t sleep and thought Fuck this I don t want to be in this relationship so went down to the beach where he met two girls View this photo on Instagram instagram.com / Via thesun.co.uk Lewis said:I couldn't sleep, Marnie was asleep in the hotel, and I'm thinking, "Fuck this, I don't want to be in this relationship." So I went down to the beach as the sun was coming up, and there were a couple of girls down there who I got talking to and I ended up kssing one of them. We went back to their room and we ended up kissing in bed, but that was it. The next day he decided he would try and give things another go with Marnie View this photo on Instagram instagram.com / Via thesun.co.uk Lewis said:I woke up the next day and thought, "Right, I'm in Barcelona with Marnie, we do get along, we do have a good relationship so far, and everyone has history," so just decided to continue as we are. He concluded by saying he feels insecure and intimidated by Marnie who is powerful and attractive View this photo on Instagram instagram.com / Via thesun.co.uk He said:She's deeply in love with me and I am with her. It's so hard being with someone who is so attractive and such a powerful woman, and when you have any insecurities they come out. Lewis s revelations come just days after Marnie admitted she s still in love with him and was considering taking him back View this photo on Instagram instagram.com She told Star:I'm really confused about where things stand with Lewis. When I saw him last week I was so angry I screamed at him. He's apologetic and I know there are reasons why he cheated. It's hard to say if I'll take Lewis back because I don't know if I'm strong enough to forgive him. I do still love him even though he's hurt me. What happens next is anyone s guess but it looks like there is more drama to come Spokespeople for Marnie and Lewis have been contacted Share This ArticleFacebook PinterestTwitterMailLink BuzzFeed DailyKeep up with the latest daily buzz with the BuzzFeed Daily newsletter!This site is protected by reCAPTCHA and the Google Privacy Policy and Terms of Service apply.