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BoredPanda staff Publish Not your original work? Add source There are parts of us that we ourselves don't like and tend to hide from others. Or there are things from our past that we would never tell anyone about. Having secrets even from people that are the closest to you may be a defense mechanism. It could be that you are either protecting them or yourselves from even bigger pain that would be caused if the secret came out. However, it is hard to keep all those thoughts just to yourself. Seeking professional help is not always an available option so the next best thing is to take advantage of anonymity on the internet and express what is bothering you to complete strangers. People started confessing their deepest troubles in this thread that was started by SillyGuy who asked "What do you want to confess that no one else in your real life knows?" Lots of people in the thread found it therapeutic and felt like part of the burden was lifted from their chest. Especially when other people related to them and expressed their support. The thread itself was liked by 35.5k redditors, over 18k people joined the conversation, and we invite you to join too. More info: Reddit This post may include affiliate links. #1 Only my girl knows this, i was thinking of killing myself when i came back from working abroad, i was about to do it on a friday, but a friend told me "Hey you wanna come hang out saturday night? just chilling here at home"
I decided to go.
It was actually a surprise welcome party for me, all my friends were there, it was an amazing night.
None of them know, but they saved my life, i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for that. tato64 , dan erickson Report Final score: 376points POST Beta Beta Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *sniff* 77 77points reply View More Replies... View more comments #2 My giant sexy engagement ring is a created diamond. You (my dear coworkers) all love it to death and go on about how amazing it is because you think my fiance dropped $10,000 on it.
It cost $50 on Ebay and I love it because it's SCIENCE and not DeBeers. Johndoe448 , William Warby Report Final score: 372points POST Nolgoth Nolgoth Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Lab grown diamond is still a diamond and i dont see a problem with it. We need to knock debeers down from their self acclaimed pedestal 221 221points reply View More Replies... View more comments #3 I'm fully vaxxed as at 3 days ago. Only my wife knows. My entire family and coworkers are all SUPER ANTIVAXX. I'm a closet vaxxer Jermine1269 , Maryland GovPics Report Final score: 338points POST That_One_Harry_Potter_Nerd That_One_Harry_Potter_Nerd Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Hey, congrats on keeping everyone safe by making that choice. Because of you, and every other vaccinated person, we are a few steps closer to beating this virus. Good for you! 182 182points reply View More Replies... View more comments #4 I have terminal cancer and am tired of the side effects of the treatments and the pain the cancer is causing. I really want to just die and get it over with but my wife and two daughters would be devastated if I stopped fighting. Yanahlua , Mark Hillary Report Final score: 274points POST Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That's so sad but understandable.... cancer is so cruel... it must be exhausting to constantly fight 131 131points reply View More Replies... View more comments #5 Compassion fatigue is slowly killing me. I’m so tired. I love my friends and family deeply, but I need a break from being the shoulder to cry on for awhile TonyDanzer , David Woo Report Final score: 262points POST Nikki Sevven Nikki Sevven Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ten years ago, when my mother suicided, I was prematurely forced into the role of family matriarch, a role made that much more difficult because my parents neglected to prepare for their own deaths. I took care of my dad while he slowly smothered to death for three years (idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis), then spent two years cleaning out my mother's hoard and selling the house. I'm exhausted. Worse, I've been the "go to savior" for so long that my own life is long gone. Parents and grandparents: take care of your own mess; don't leave it for your children. 172 172points reply View More Replies... View more comments #6 I cried over bell peppers today. I always made my dad stuffed orange bell peppers on Halloween. I would cut the little jack o lantern faces out and everything. He’s been dead for three years but today for a second in the grocery store I thought oh that’s right I need orange bell peppers. beatenseagull , Colin and Sarah Northway Report Final score: 252points POST Kay blue Kay blue Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I think that would be a tradition I would carry on with. It would be a nice way to remember happy times. 130 130points reply View More Replies... View more comments #7 I've always told everyone my mom died of cancer. She committed suicide. Footnote: So did my son. MBeebeCIII , denisbin Report Final score: 238points POST Scagsy Scagsy Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Mental illness can be genetic so please take comfort in the fact that it was out of your hands to some extent. I am so sorry that this happened to you. 148 148points reply View More Replies... View more comments #8 My husbands family are all complete c***s. When we first got together I just thought he wasn’t close to them, but now after spending more time with them, I realize they’re all bullies. They constantly ridicule each other and fight and tease my husband for one thing or another. They’re loud and interrupt each other and belittle each other’s opinions. It’s truly a shame that he had to grow up with those dips**ts. He’s really amazing at so many things and has a lot of self loathing because nothing was ever good enough to his family.
He’s made a name for himself and I’m so proud of his hard work and success, but they still just nitpick. I’m on a mission to make my husband have a peaceful adult life where he’s only encouraged. I want to make him see how amazing he is, the way I see him. sloth_warlock85 Report Final score: 230points POST Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago First of all, you are a sweetheart to say those things about your husband. Have you said it to him? Keep away from that family, they are poison. 105 105points reply View more comments #9 How lost and hurt I really am. It’s easier to hide it all and pretend everything is getting better. Knb_trash_prince , Andrew 鐘 Report Final score: 225points POST LadyDez LadyDez Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I feel this 51 51points reply View More Replies... View more comments #10 In my group of friends consisting of couples in deep relationships, I’m the only single guy. In fact, I don’t think I’ve been in a committed relationship for more than 2 weeks. The idea of being part of a couple has always sounded exhausting and it was something I never really worried about rushing into.
I didn’t truly realize how lonely I’ve been until one night playing beer pong, when I was on the same team with one of the ladies (who was a little tipsy), she hugged me after I won the game for us. It didn’t occur to me that since leaving home for college, those types of physical gestures that brought me comfort as a kid weren’t always there for me anymore as an adult.
TL;DR– All I want is to be hugged. nikeviz , Incase Report Final score: 195points POST Scagsy Scagsy Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Aw... I love a good hug. Here's a big hug for anyone who needs one today: ***HUG*** 92 92points reply View More Replies... View more comments #11 I feel really lonely. Craymeco , Sheila Sund Report Final score: 179points POST kim morris kim morris Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago People here on the other side of the keyboard are real people, and would hug you if we could. Don't forget that. 114 114points reply View More Replies... View more comments #12 I dropped three courses not because I was failing academically, but because I was very close to killing myself. tubemode4 , SEN Student Club Report Final score: 178points POST Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Was a wise decision!! Our health is more important 78 78points reply View More Replies... View more comments #13 Every day I hate the life I'm living a little bit more. I can retrace my steps and see all the choices that would have gotten me to where I wish I was too, but I feel so trapped now. I feel so unwanted and out of place all the time. pastalex42 , Diogo Rodrigues Gonçalves Report Final score: 176points POST Tanya Venter Tanya Venter Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Please talk to someone you can trust or see a therapist/counselor/doctor. I hope you are ok. 53 53points reply View More Replies... View more comments #14 I don’t think I want kids because I’m too much like my father. I can end the bloodline with me. No_Manufacturer_1900 , unionland Report Final score: 162points POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know several people who have said this, and I respect their decision completely. 100 100points reply View more comments #15 I see, hear, and touch my wife every now and then.
She keeps me up at night just talking to me.
My wife's been dead for the past 7 years.
Pills, therapy and counseling haven't worked. The doctors are out of options for me.
If it happens during the day, to others, I seem to suddenly have a thousand yard stare, my speaking stops, then one or two seconds later, i seem to snap back to reality and continue on.
Otherwise it's chipping into my sleep and making it hard to wake. Last week was 7 years... xkcthrowaway Report Final score: 156points POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Okey-dokey, then.... There are options, but only if he goes to a neurologist, b/c this is probably organic, not merely grief-related. You'd be shocked what even a tiny blob of unwanted cells can do in your brain. 82 82points reply View More Replies... View more comments #16 My wife cheated on me a few months back. She claims it was just one kiss and dirty texts but who really knows the extent of her infidelity besides him and her. I was beyond stupid and ignored all warning signs. I have told no one and it happened about 4 months ago. We are buying a house and have 2 kids. I initially forgave her and we worked on things. However, she and her sister are going on a cruise in November and I don’t trust her at all. FML.
Edit: I talked to my wife this morning and she was more concerned with our marriage than the cruise. She even went as far as saying she is going to call about canceling it today.
I know many people suggested divorce and I understand why you would suggest it. I don’t know if that’s where wile will end up but for now I’m going to keep trying. Sometimes things aren’t as black and white as they seem. Redditor-7D , Corey Balazowich Report Final score: 148points POST Adam Belaire Adam Belaire Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago If you both love each other, work together to rebuild the trust. Counselling might help. At least she understands the depth and is not going on the cruise if it makes you uncomfortable. 86 86points reply View more comments See Also on Bored Panda Woman Shows How "Harry Potter" Characters Were Supposed To Look According To Book Descriptions (35 Pics) 50 ‘Weird Facts’ About The World That Might Give You A Fresh Perspective #17 I've become really detached from life ever since my mom passed aToastySack , jrsnchzhrs Report Final score: 144points POST Mical Scott Mical Scott Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same, it's been almost 6 years - I feel like the "thing" that tethered me to this world is gone and now I'm just floating - detached... 55 55points reply View More Replies... View more comments #18 My final semester of college got ruined by the pandemic, including the capstone I had been working on for several years. I got dumped by the person I though I would marry the day before I left campus for the last time. Every single one of my friends stopped talking to me a couple months afterward. I tried seeing a therapist, but she seemed more interested in telling me about her life than actually helping me. In the past year and a half, I’ve lost more family members than I can count, both to COVID and other causes. Those deaths included 2 grandparents, and my 16-year-old cousin who hung himself.
I am more lonely than I’ve ever been and I don’t have anything to look forward to in my life. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. Every night I fall asleep wanting nothing more than to just not wake up in the morning. micsova Report Final score: 135points POST Ewelina Rydzewska Ewelina Rydzewska Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Change the therapist tommorrow! 125 125points reply View More Replies... View more comments #19 I did a two hour online test for college and we had to stay on camera for the whole two hours until everyone was done.
The problem was I s**t myself half an hour into the test and sat in my own s**t not allowed to move and if I did move everyone would see I s**t myself.
So I waited until everyone was done and got marks done and could turn off the cameras.
I got 100% in the test.
Edit: so yes this happened and I had no clue this happened to another person on a talk show, but am glad am not alone. Am going to look into American life, am going to find that story and look into it for a good chuckle.
It happened because am highly lactose intolerant and I added milk based creamer by mistake to my coffee.
The clean up was horrendous and I had to throw out my office chair after and shower myself off after.
My stomach is super sensitive and it has happened before but that story is for another time but far worse inside a Bible study at a church. *FML
I was studying psychology, I now work in that field. False-Memory-8109 , Sadasiv Swain Report Final score: 129points POST Riddhi Riddhi Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am so grateful that they did not add an actual image :) BTW, congratulations on 100%!! 49 49points reply View more comments #20 I have eaten food quantities that were listed as "family sized" in a single sitting, many times. n_eats_n , Camy West Report Final score: 122points POST T. T. Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago What really helped me stopping overeating was counting my chewing. One bite to be chewed 20-30 times. I know it sounds painfully slow and it unfortunately really is, even more if you're hungry. But after a week, maybe a bit more if you pull it through, you will feel full before having inhaled a family pizza. You'll get accustomed to the slow eating as well. Now I'm fully stuffed by just one regular plate. 68 68points reply View More Replies... View more comments #21 I have a husband and two toddlers that I love deeply and would give my life for.
But I often fantasize about running off and traveling the world. Not having to wake up every morning to a 2 year old and 1 year old while my husband soundly sleeps just sounds like pure bliss to me.
I would never do it, I just wish I had done it before I settled down. I_am_dean Report Final score: 121points POST Nikki Sevven Nikki Sevven Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Regretting the things you did is nothing compared to regretting the things you didn't do. Do the things while you're young. 33 33points reply View More Replies... View more comments #22 I’m 28 years old and still struggle reading analogue clocks Jackielegs93 , Mark Belokopytov Report Final score: 113points POST Johan van Luijn-Hermans Johan van Luijn-Hermans Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same here, to make it worse, my IQ is way above average and everyone uses me as a walking Google/Wikipedia, but clocks, not my thing. It's a daily struggle, people don't understand at all. 43 43points reply View More Replies... View more comments #23 I just started drinking again. I would have been 2 years sober in January. WholeLottaHooplaaa , Ben Sutherland Report Final score: 111points POST Rikke Visby Wickberg Rikke Visby Wickberg Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Start again, you are going to make us proud. Don't let a little fall refrain you from continuing the journey to sobriety. We believe in you. 136 136points reply View More Replies... View more comments #24 I only wear a tie and jacket when I’ve been feeling really upset and fed up with life. That way I have at least one thing to brighten my day. I have been dressing up everyday for more than two weeks now… FlossMan18 , Adam Woodrow Report Final score: 110points POST Zoe's Mom Zoe's Mom Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Please go see and talk to someone. There's no shame in asking for help. 50 50points reply View More Replies... View more comments #25 I’m unhappy in my marriage, but still love my wife. I think if we met today we wouldn’t even date, much less be married but the thought of leaving her for my own happiness makes me sick to my stomach. She constantly says how happy I make her, how much she loves me, that she couldn’t live without me. And I love her back, we are just so different.
We got married young because “God was guiding us to do so.” Our responsible adult figures told us it was smarter to wait but we (and our pastor) knew better. We did a bunch of premarital counseling, so we actually have a very solid base for our marriage, we have just changed in political views, personal views, leisure activities, movie interests, religious beliefs (unbeknownst to her on that one), and just about everything else. There’s very little common ground any more. I can say we both enjoy watching anime together and listening to audio books of her choosing as we fall asleep (I’ve tried to recommend some and a few podcasts but they didn’t work for her).
We haven’t had sex in months and she recently discovered she’s a-romantic and is fine with basically never having sex. I’m not like that at all.
She doesn’t work at the moment and we are in financial stress because of it, but I still want her to be able to spend money on herself because it helps with her depression (legitimately helps, shes spending money on hobby supplies which give her a sense of accomplishment). Despite me working 50+ hour weeks I still do a majority of the cooking and cleaning due to her mental health. But I still love her dearly.
I’m just unhappy. I care for her, I WANT to be with her, I’m just not happy. I feel like I put in more effort than she does, but she is so appreciative and I know it isn’t malicious on her part, I just enable the behavior. She’s seeing a therapist (newly because of finances) but I don’t think I can afford one for myself or couples therapy.
If you made it to the end, thanks for reading my ramblings.
Edit: 1. My wife described herself as aromantic because she gets repulsed by SEEING romantic acts. She actively seeks out kisses, hugs and cuddles from me on a regular basis. After looking into it more I don’t think she’s actually aromantic based on her behavior, she seems more romance-averse specifically when viewing those acts
2. My wife recognizes that she doesn’t do a fair share of the work and it eats her up and contributes to her depression. I’m not blaming her for not doing enough, but that doesn’t take away the fact that I do still have to do more than my share. She is actively trying to improve herself for our relationship which is a big part of the reason I’m still with her. But I’m still unhappy in this moment in time.
3. We both know we need couples counseling, it’s just not on the table for us at the moment. Honestly just getting it off my chest and having the opportunity to talk with some of you amazing Redditors has helped me a bit already. It’s no replacement for individual therapy but it’s a good boost to give me strength to keep on until we CAN get to therapy for me and us together. Burnerreddit12345 , rochelle hartman Report Final score: 107points POST Hollysmom Hollysmom Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Check with your county for available free or reduced rate counseling. Most offer something. If you have insurance make sure to check with them if you haven't. I am so sorry you are unhappy but, good for you for not giving up. Loving someone is so much more important than "being in love". I am not discounting you unhappiness or pain just hoping you can continue to make it through long enough to get some help. Check online for available service too. There had just got to be something. Maybe it would also help for you two to get away by yourselves for a fee days too. A break in the day to day can sometimes breath nee life into a relationship. It's worth a shot. 30 30points reply View more comments #26 I’ve tried so hard to not be my mom and not be like her that I started doing things she did, and lying to myself and everyone around me, just like she does. One year of therapy down, and I’m trying really hard to put a stop to my bad patterns. WVFarm89 , WalkingGeek Report Final score: 96points POST Queen Metapha Queen Metapha Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Good for you to recognize it and trying to change! Congratulations, you are on a good way.... 37 37points reply View more comments See Also on Bored Panda Overworked Employee Quits Because He Wasn't Getting A Fair Wage, Costs The Company $40 Million 40 Embarrassing Moments People Didn't Know Who They Were Talking To And Made A Fool Of Themselves #27 I should be job searching, because I need to leave my job soon due to life changes, but I can’t bring myself to care. I just procrastinate with video games and meaningless tasks. mjrspork Report Final score: 94points POST Eagle Girl Eagle Girl Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same here with Bored Panda and Amazon 47 47points reply View More Replies... View more comments #28 i havent done a single assignment this semester, i havent even gone to class. i dont know why im doing this. Crumbly_Parrot , Rural Institute Report Final score: 88points POST Xottel Xottel Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That's depression. I went through the same. Accept that this is a depression. Change your life, get help, whatever, but act soon. 79 79points reply View More Replies... View more comments #29 I’ve been passively suicidal For 7+ years now and most days I wish I had a completely different life, because I don’t want to live mine anymore.
I just feel like I’m suppose to have died 7 years ago. I tear up a lot when I’m thinking about it too long. I love a lot of my life. But I can’t imagine wanting to live it. Mini-Heart-Attack , Ivan Report Final score: 85points POST James Tartaglione James Tartaglione Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago going on almost 25 years feeling that way 31 31points reply View More Replies... View more comments #30 This month marks ten years since my mother died. Even though I recognize that she was a broken person with a lot of issues and no strength to face them, and it isn't entirely her fault, I'm glad she's gone, in an almost hateful way. I_AM_LOOKING_AT_YOU Report Final score: 85points POST Felicia Dale Felicia Dale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago You are allowed to feel this way. 78 78points reply View more comments Note: this post originally had 48 images. It’s been shortened to the top 30 images based on user votes. Anyone can write on Bored Panda. Start writing! Follow Bored Panda on Google News! Follow us on Flipboard.com/@boredpanda! Add Your Answer! Not your original work? Add source Publish Change image Upload Photo Ooops! Your image is too large, maximum file size is 8 MB. Upload Upload Edit Image Error occurred when generating embed. Please check link and try again. Render conversation
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Kill others, I'll want to scream in your face. Kill just yourself, fine, go, good, begone. I want to say"Please mask and sanitize or you will not be permitted into the building, please don't try to sell me that fake-as-fu*k vaccine card as real, please stop telling me it's fixable with dewormer." I want to say, "Drink your bleach and be dead, okay? So the rest of us can get on with our lives in more safety!".... ANd my supper break is up n six, so have a good one, Pandas,. 44 44points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago It's ok Leo. These are normal feelings. Hugs. 22 22points reply Load More Replies... Silre Silre Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Honestly? Same. 8 8points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know I'll get a lot of crap for that ----- but when you see toddlers die.... Kids is my sppot. I can't handle dying kids. I's why I didn't end up in practice. I could, I can, but.... kids... dying b/c of stupid adults. Not okay. It's not pretty of me, it's horrible of me, but... I don't harm anyone, I just wish I could scream these horrible things at them.... 10 10points reply Memere Memere Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Believe me, Leo, I feel the same! My mom & aunt were nurses, my sister (ICU), niece (pediatric), & a cousin (traveling relief) are nurses, so I know where you're coming from. If it weren't that these jerk-offs are infecting the innocents, I would say go ahead, don't get vaccinated or wear masks, they'll die alone, and I hope they suffer horribly. Sending you virtual hugs, Leo! 9 9points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Leo, I understand. Watching children suffer is the hell of earth and you are not horrible. I'm here for you. 6 6points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks. All of you. I feel really alone except with other medical personnel, who're all where I'm at. (As a group, we need a massive vacation, and a ton of crying time.) Just let the kids have a chance... 8 8points reply albernistuff 4sale albernistuff 4sale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am a fan of natural selection in this case 4 4points reply David Leick David Leick Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago This. It has gotten to a point where natural selection is the natural conclusion. /sigh 2 2points reply Patti Vance Patti Vance Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago totally understandable attitude. it is infuriating to be taking all kinds of precautions and still see people acting like nothing has changed. it is hard to see my son stay home to home school my grandson because the schools are not safe because if the parents aren't vaccinated then their child could be a carrier. my daughter in law, bless her, works as many hours as she can to keep the household going as she was the one with the better job with benefits. sometimes i get to the point that i feel that we should have internment camps for those anti vaxxers but that isn't practical. and, before someone comments that is a horrible idea, just think about the japanese who not only were interred but had their livelihoods and property taken just because of their race - not because they could literally cause someone to become ill and possibly die. 1 1point reply Lara M Lara M Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago We've been homeschooling our daughter for the same reason. I'm the homeschool teacher, so I've had to scale back drastically on work. The kid is so lonely, poor thing; it hurts my heart to think of what kind of childhood she's having because of all of this. But she's possibly high risk and I can't send her to school. I'm entirely in favor of internment camps or simply jail for the disease-spreaders. 1 1point reply aj B aj B Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Know the feeling, I tend to look at this and go, well Darwin says you improve the species with this removal, so hey slightly better humans even if just by .0000000001%, hate seeing others impacted though. My mom and sister both work pre-k day care, and the multiple closures because C+ people came in is heartbreaking 1 1point reply Nudge Nudge Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Me with homophobes/transphobes 0 0points reply deanna woods deanna woods Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Understand completely. I am so sick of the whining and complaining about vaccines and masks and sometimes just think of how much better off the world would be if these people just took themselves out and were done with it. 0 0points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That the reason i reject going out with friends is not because I'm bored or lazy... it's because I suffer from depression almost my entire adult life.... nobody knows... everyone sees a funny person, meanwhile i might be in my darkest times... 26 26points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Vicky, a big hug for you darling. 7 7points reply Load More Replies... Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Big hug and a glass of wine 3 3points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Offering you a supportive safe hug, @Vicky Z. I'm the bubbly one.... until the door closes. 3 3points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thank u Leo! 3 3points reply Josy Bannon Josy Bannon Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ikr, depression is following me around for a long time too and I put a lot of effort into seeming normal and hiding it, also avoiding friends a lot. I just dont want them to feel bad or I just have zero energy left to meet up. Therapy helped but there still are those days or weeks where I cant cope. You are not alone. big hugs to you Vicky Z.... 2 2points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks!! Hugs from me too! 3 3points reply Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I'm terrified I'm never going to find a boyfriend or get married. I'm 43, and it's been 16 years since I had a boyfriend that I believe actually loved me, and 11 years since any relationship I've has lasted more than a couple weeks or I've had a man tell me he loved me. I feel left behind in so many ways bc I'm still single, too old to have kids, am disabled and unable to work, so I'm always struggling w money, so no chance of ever affording a house (you try living on $1,000 a month then tell me how easy it is to save for a down-payment or qualify for a mortgage), and no career to give me fulfillment. I'm terrified I'm going to be left behind and forgotten about once my parents have passed away. 17 17points reply Paula Marowsky Paula Marowsky Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago you have discribed myself 5 5points reply Load More Replies... Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* 2 2points reply bookshellf bookshellf Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* sending all the love from my heart to you 0 0points reply Miss Cris Miss Cris Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) hugs 1 1point reply Load More Comments POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago What I don't even tell my husband: I no longer care if people die b/c of their choices regarding Covid. Kill others, I'll want to scream in your face. Kill just yourself, fine, go, good, begone. I want to say"Please mask and sanitize or you will not be permitted into the building, please don't try to sell me that fake-as-fu*k vaccine card as real, please stop telling me it's fixable with dewormer." I want to say, "Drink your bleach and be dead, okay? So the rest of us can get on with our lives in more safety!".... ANd my supper break is up n six, so have a good one, Pandas,. 44 44points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago It's ok Leo. These are normal feelings. Hugs. 22 22points reply Load More Replies... Silre Silre Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Honestly? Same. 8 8points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know I'll get a lot of crap for that ----- but when you see toddlers die.... Kids is my sppot. I can't handle dying kids. I's why I didn't end up in practice. I could, I can, but.... kids... dying b/c of stupid adults. Not okay. It's not pretty of me, it's horrible of me, but... I don't harm anyone, I just wish I could scream these horrible things at them.... 10 10points reply Memere Memere Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Believe me, Leo, I feel the same! My mom & aunt were nurses, my sister (ICU), niece (pediatric), & a cousin (traveling relief) are nurses, so I know where you're coming from. If it weren't that these jerk-offs are infecting the innocents, I would say go ahead, don't get vaccinated or wear masks, they'll die alone, and I hope they suffer horribly. Sending you virtual hugs, Leo! 9 9points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Leo, I understand. Watching children suffer is the hell of earth and you are not horrible. I'm here for you. 6 6points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks. All of you. I feel really alone except with other medical personnel, who're all where I'm at. (As a group, we need a massive vacation, and a ton of crying time.) Just let the kids have a chance... 8 8points reply albernistuff 4sale albernistuff 4sale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am a fan of natural selection in this case 4 4points reply David Leick David Leick Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago This. It has gotten to a point where natural selection is the natural conclusion. /sigh 2 2points reply Patti Vance Patti Vance Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago totally understandable attitude. it is infuriating to be taking all kinds of precautions and still see people acting like nothing has changed. it is hard to see my son stay home to home school my grandson because the schools are not safe because if the parents aren't vaccinated then their child could be a carrier. my daughter in law, bless her, works as many hours as she can to keep the household going as she was the one with the better job with benefits. sometimes i get to the point that i feel that we should have internment camps for those anti vaxxers but that isn't practical. and, before someone comments that is a horrible idea, just think about the japanese who not only were interred but had their livelihoods and property taken just because of their race - not because they could literally cause someone to become ill and possibly die. 1 1point reply Lara M Lara M Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago We've been homeschooling our daughter for the same reason. I'm the homeschool teacher, so I've had to scale back drastically on work. The kid is so lonely, poor thing; it hurts my heart to think of what kind of childhood she's having because of all of this. But she's possibly high risk and I can't send her to school. I'm entirely in favor of internment camps or simply jail for the disease-spreaders. 1 1point reply aj B aj B Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Know the feeling, I tend to look at this and go, well Darwin says you improve the species with this removal, so hey slightly better humans even if just by .0000000001%, hate seeing others impacted though. My mom and sister both work pre-k day care, and the multiple closures because C+ people came in is heartbreaking 1 1point reply Nudge Nudge Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Me with homophobes/transphobes 0 0points reply deanna woods deanna woods Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Understand completely. I am so sick of the whining and complaining about vaccines and masks and sometimes just think of how much better off the world would be if these people just took themselves out and were done with it. 0 0points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That the reason i reject going out with friends is not because I'm bored or lazy... it's because I suffer from depression almost my entire adult life.... nobody knows... everyone sees a funny person, meanwhile i might be in my darkest times... 26 26points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Vicky, a big hug for you darling. 7 7points reply Load More Replies... Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Big hug and a glass of wine 3 3points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Offering you a supportive safe hug, @Vicky Z. I'm the bubbly one.... until the door closes. 3 3points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thank u Leo! 3 3points reply Josy Bannon Josy Bannon Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ikr, depression is following me around for a long time too and I put a lot of effort into seeming normal and hiding it, also avoiding friends a lot. I just dont want them to feel bad or I just have zero energy left to meet up. Therapy helped but there still are those days or weeks where I cant cope. You are not alone. big hugs to you Vicky Z.... 2 2points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks!! Hugs from me too! 3 3points reply Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I'm terrified I'm never going to find a boyfriend or get married. I'm 43, and it's been 16 years since I had a boyfriend that I believe actually loved me, and 11 years since any relationship I've has lasted more than a couple weeks or I've had a man tell me he loved me. I feel left behind in so many ways bc I'm still single, too old to have kids, am disabled and unable to work, so I'm always struggling w money, so no chance of ever affording a house (you try living on $1,000 a month then tell me how easy it is to save for a down-payment or qualify for a mortgage), and no career to give me fulfillment. I'm terrified I'm going to be left behind and forgotten about once my parents have passed away. 17 17points reply Paula Marowsky Paula Marowsky Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago you have discribed myself 5 5points reply Load More Replies... Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* 2 2points reply bookshellf bookshellf Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* sending all the love from my heart to you 0 0points reply Miss Cris Miss Cris Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) hugs 1 1point reply Load More Comments Popular on Bored Panda I Used AI To See What These 23 Popular Cartoon Characters Would Look Like In Real Life 30 Y.O. 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Jurgita DominauskaitėBoredPanda staff Publish Not your original work? Add source There are parts of us that we ourselves don't like and tend to hide from others. Or there are things from our past that we would never tell anyone about. Having secrets even from people that are the closest to you may be a defense mechanism. It could be that you are either protecting them or yourselves from even bigger pain that would be caused if the secret came out. However, it is hard to keep all those thoughts just to yourself. Seeking professional help is not always an available option so the next best thing is to take advantage of anonymity on the internet and express what is bothering you to complete strangers. People started confessing their deepest troubles in this thread that was started by SillyGuy who asked "What do you want to confess that no one else in your real life knows?" Lots of people in the thread found it therapeutic and felt like part of the burden was lifted from their chest. Especially when other people related to them and expressed their support. The thread itself was liked by 35.5k redditors, over 18k people joined the conversation, and we invite you to join too. More info: Reddit This post may include affiliate links. #1 Only my girl knows this, i was thinking of killing myself when i came back from working abroad, i was about to do it on a friday, but a friend told me "Hey you wanna come hang out saturday night? just chilling here at home"
I decided to go.
It was actually a surprise welcome party for me, all my friends were there, it was an amazing night.
None of them know, but they saved my life, i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for that. tato64 , dan erickson Report Final score: 376points POST Beta Beta Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *sniff* 77 77points reply View More Replies... View more comments #2 My giant sexy engagement ring is a created diamond. You (my dear coworkers) all love it to death and go on about how amazing it is because you think my fiance dropped $10,000 on it.
It cost $50 on Ebay and I love it because it's SCIENCE and not DeBeers. Johndoe448 , William Warby Report Final score: 372points POST Nolgoth Nolgoth Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Lab grown diamond is still a diamond and i dont see a problem with it. We need to knock debeers down from their self acclaimed pedestal 221 221points reply View More Replies... View more comments #3 I'm fully vaxxed as at 3 days ago. Only my wife knows. My entire family and coworkers are all SUPER ANTIVAXX. I'm a closet vaxxer Jermine1269 , Maryland GovPics Report Final score: 338points POST That_One_Harry_Potter_Nerd That_One_Harry_Potter_Nerd Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Hey, congrats on keeping everyone safe by making that choice. Because of you, and every other vaccinated person, we are a few steps closer to beating this virus. Good for you! 182 182points reply View More Replies... View more comments #4 I have terminal cancer and am tired of the side effects of the treatments and the pain the cancer is causing. I really want to just die and get it over with but my wife and two daughters would be devastated if I stopped fighting. Yanahlua , Mark Hillary Report Final score: 274points POST Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That's so sad but understandable.... cancer is so cruel... it must be exhausting to constantly fight 131 131points reply View More Replies... View more comments #5 Compassion fatigue is slowly killing me. I’m so tired. I love my friends and family deeply, but I need a break from being the shoulder to cry on for awhile TonyDanzer , David Woo Report Final score: 262points POST Nikki Sevven Nikki Sevven Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ten years ago, when my mother suicided, I was prematurely forced into the role of family matriarch, a role made that much more difficult because my parents neglected to prepare for their own deaths. I took care of my dad while he slowly smothered to death for three years (idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis), then spent two years cleaning out my mother's hoard and selling the house. I'm exhausted. Worse, I've been the "go to savior" for so long that my own life is long gone. Parents and grandparents: take care of your own mess; don't leave it for your children. 172 172points reply View More Replies... View more comments #6 I cried over bell peppers today. I always made my dad stuffed orange bell peppers on Halloween. I would cut the little jack o lantern faces out and everything. He’s been dead for three years but today for a second in the grocery store I thought oh that’s right I need orange bell peppers. beatenseagull , Colin and Sarah Northway Report Final score: 252points POST Kay blue Kay blue Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I think that would be a tradition I would carry on with. It would be a nice way to remember happy times. 130 130points reply View More Replies... View more comments #7 I've always told everyone my mom died of cancer. She committed suicide. Footnote: So did my son. MBeebeCIII , denisbin Report Final score: 238points POST Scagsy Scagsy Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Mental illness can be genetic so please take comfort in the fact that it was out of your hands to some extent. I am so sorry that this happened to you. 148 148points reply View More Replies... View more comments #8 My husbands family are all complete c***s. When we first got together I just thought he wasn’t close to them, but now after spending more time with them, I realize they’re all bullies. They constantly ridicule each other and fight and tease my husband for one thing or another. They’re loud and interrupt each other and belittle each other’s opinions. It’s truly a shame that he had to grow up with those dips**ts. He’s really amazing at so many things and has a lot of self loathing because nothing was ever good enough to his family.
He’s made a name for himself and I’m so proud of his hard work and success, but they still just nitpick. I’m on a mission to make my husband have a peaceful adult life where he’s only encouraged. I want to make him see how amazing he is, the way I see him. sloth_warlock85 Report Final score: 230points POST Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago First of all, you are a sweetheart to say those things about your husband. Have you said it to him? Keep away from that family, they are poison. 105 105points reply View more comments #9 How lost and hurt I really am. It’s easier to hide it all and pretend everything is getting better. Knb_trash_prince , Andrew 鐘 Report Final score: 225points POST LadyDez LadyDez Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I feel this 51 51points reply View More Replies... View more comments #10 In my group of friends consisting of couples in deep relationships, I’m the only single guy. In fact, I don’t think I’ve been in a committed relationship for more than 2 weeks. The idea of being part of a couple has always sounded exhausting and it was something I never really worried about rushing into.
I didn’t truly realize how lonely I’ve been until one night playing beer pong, when I was on the same team with one of the ladies (who was a little tipsy), she hugged me after I won the game for us. It didn’t occur to me that since leaving home for college, those types of physical gestures that brought me comfort as a kid weren’t always there for me anymore as an adult.
TL;DR– All I want is to be hugged. nikeviz , Incase Report Final score: 195points POST Scagsy Scagsy Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Aw... I love a good hug. Here's a big hug for anyone who needs one today: ***HUG*** 92 92points reply View More Replies... View more comments #11 I feel really lonely. Craymeco , Sheila Sund Report Final score: 179points POST kim morris kim morris Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago People here on the other side of the keyboard are real people, and would hug you if we could. Don't forget that. 114 114points reply View More Replies... View more comments #12 I dropped three courses not because I was failing academically, but because I was very close to killing myself. tubemode4 , SEN Student Club Report Final score: 178points POST Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Was a wise decision!! Our health is more important 78 78points reply View More Replies... View more comments #13 Every day I hate the life I'm living a little bit more. I can retrace my steps and see all the choices that would have gotten me to where I wish I was too, but I feel so trapped now. I feel so unwanted and out of place all the time. pastalex42 , Diogo Rodrigues Gonçalves Report Final score: 176points POST Tanya Venter Tanya Venter Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Please talk to someone you can trust or see a therapist/counselor/doctor. I hope you are ok. 53 53points reply View More Replies... View more comments #14 I don’t think I want kids because I’m too much like my father. I can end the bloodline with me. No_Manufacturer_1900 , unionland Report Final score: 162points POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know several people who have said this, and I respect their decision completely. 100 100points reply View more comments #15 I see, hear, and touch my wife every now and then.
She keeps me up at night just talking to me.
My wife's been dead for the past 7 years.
Pills, therapy and counseling haven't worked. The doctors are out of options for me.
If it happens during the day, to others, I seem to suddenly have a thousand yard stare, my speaking stops, then one or two seconds later, i seem to snap back to reality and continue on.
Otherwise it's chipping into my sleep and making it hard to wake. Last week was 7 years... xkcthrowaway Report Final score: 156points POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Okey-dokey, then.... There are options, but only if he goes to a neurologist, b/c this is probably organic, not merely grief-related. You'd be shocked what even a tiny blob of unwanted cells can do in your brain. 82 82points reply View More Replies... View more comments #16 My wife cheated on me a few months back. She claims it was just one kiss and dirty texts but who really knows the extent of her infidelity besides him and her. I was beyond stupid and ignored all warning signs. I have told no one and it happened about 4 months ago. We are buying a house and have 2 kids. I initially forgave her and we worked on things. However, she and her sister are going on a cruise in November and I don’t trust her at all. FML.
Edit: I talked to my wife this morning and she was more concerned with our marriage than the cruise. She even went as far as saying she is going to call about canceling it today.
I know many people suggested divorce and I understand why you would suggest it. I don’t know if that’s where wile will end up but for now I’m going to keep trying. Sometimes things aren’t as black and white as they seem. Redditor-7D , Corey Balazowich Report Final score: 148points POST Adam Belaire Adam Belaire Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago If you both love each other, work together to rebuild the trust. Counselling might help. At least she understands the depth and is not going on the cruise if it makes you uncomfortable. 86 86points reply View more comments See Also on Bored Panda Woman Shows How "Harry Potter" Characters Were Supposed To Look According To Book Descriptions (35 Pics) 50 ‘Weird Facts’ About The World That Might Give You A Fresh Perspective #17 I've become really detached from life ever since my mom passed aToastySack , jrsnchzhrs Report Final score: 144points POST Mical Scott Mical Scott Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same, it's been almost 6 years - I feel like the "thing" that tethered me to this world is gone and now I'm just floating - detached... 55 55points reply View More Replies... View more comments #18 My final semester of college got ruined by the pandemic, including the capstone I had been working on for several years. I got dumped by the person I though I would marry the day before I left campus for the last time. Every single one of my friends stopped talking to me a couple months afterward. I tried seeing a therapist, but she seemed more interested in telling me about her life than actually helping me. In the past year and a half, I’ve lost more family members than I can count, both to COVID and other causes. Those deaths included 2 grandparents, and my 16-year-old cousin who hung himself.
I am more lonely than I’ve ever been and I don’t have anything to look forward to in my life. I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this. Every night I fall asleep wanting nothing more than to just not wake up in the morning. micsova Report Final score: 135points POST Ewelina Rydzewska Ewelina Rydzewska Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Change the therapist tommorrow! 125 125points reply View More Replies... View more comments #19 I did a two hour online test for college and we had to stay on camera for the whole two hours until everyone was done.
The problem was I s**t myself half an hour into the test and sat in my own s**t not allowed to move and if I did move everyone would see I s**t myself.
So I waited until everyone was done and got marks done and could turn off the cameras.
I got 100% in the test.
Edit: so yes this happened and I had no clue this happened to another person on a talk show, but am glad am not alone. Am going to look into American life, am going to find that story and look into it for a good chuckle.
It happened because am highly lactose intolerant and I added milk based creamer by mistake to my coffee.
The clean up was horrendous and I had to throw out my office chair after and shower myself off after.
My stomach is super sensitive and it has happened before but that story is for another time but far worse inside a Bible study at a church. *FML
I was studying psychology, I now work in that field. False-Memory-8109 , Sadasiv Swain Report Final score: 129points POST Riddhi Riddhi Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am so grateful that they did not add an actual image :) BTW, congratulations on 100%!! 49 49points reply View more comments #20 I have eaten food quantities that were listed as "family sized" in a single sitting, many times. n_eats_n , Camy West Report Final score: 122points POST T. T. Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago What really helped me stopping overeating was counting my chewing. One bite to be chewed 20-30 times. I know it sounds painfully slow and it unfortunately really is, even more if you're hungry. But after a week, maybe a bit more if you pull it through, you will feel full before having inhaled a family pizza. You'll get accustomed to the slow eating as well. Now I'm fully stuffed by just one regular plate. 68 68points reply View More Replies... View more comments #21 I have a husband and two toddlers that I love deeply and would give my life for.
But I often fantasize about running off and traveling the world. Not having to wake up every morning to a 2 year old and 1 year old while my husband soundly sleeps just sounds like pure bliss to me.
I would never do it, I just wish I had done it before I settled down. I_am_dean Report Final score: 121points POST Nikki Sevven Nikki Sevven Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Regretting the things you did is nothing compared to regretting the things you didn't do. Do the things while you're young. 33 33points reply View More Replies... View more comments #22 I’m 28 years old and still struggle reading analogue clocks Jackielegs93 , Mark Belokopytov Report Final score: 113points POST Johan van Luijn-Hermans Johan van Luijn-Hermans Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same here, to make it worse, my IQ is way above average and everyone uses me as a walking Google/Wikipedia, but clocks, not my thing. It's a daily struggle, people don't understand at all. 43 43points reply View More Replies... View more comments #23 I just started drinking again. I would have been 2 years sober in January. WholeLottaHooplaaa , Ben Sutherland Report Final score: 111points POST Rikke Visby Wickberg Rikke Visby Wickberg Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Start again, you are going to make us proud. Don't let a little fall refrain you from continuing the journey to sobriety. We believe in you. 136 136points reply View More Replies... View more comments #24 I only wear a tie and jacket when I’ve been feeling really upset and fed up with life. That way I have at least one thing to brighten my day. I have been dressing up everyday for more than two weeks now… FlossMan18 , Adam Woodrow Report Final score: 110points POST Zoe's Mom Zoe's Mom Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Please go see and talk to someone. There's no shame in asking for help. 50 50points reply View More Replies... View more comments #25 I’m unhappy in my marriage, but still love my wife. I think if we met today we wouldn’t even date, much less be married but the thought of leaving her for my own happiness makes me sick to my stomach. She constantly says how happy I make her, how much she loves me, that she couldn’t live without me. And I love her back, we are just so different.
We got married young because “God was guiding us to do so.” Our responsible adult figures told us it was smarter to wait but we (and our pastor) knew better. We did a bunch of premarital counseling, so we actually have a very solid base for our marriage, we have just changed in political views, personal views, leisure activities, movie interests, religious beliefs (unbeknownst to her on that one), and just about everything else. There’s very little common ground any more. I can say we both enjoy watching anime together and listening to audio books of her choosing as we fall asleep (I’ve tried to recommend some and a few podcasts but they didn’t work for her).
We haven’t had sex in months and she recently discovered she’s a-romantic and is fine with basically never having sex. I’m not like that at all.
She doesn’t work at the moment and we are in financial stress because of it, but I still want her to be able to spend money on herself because it helps with her depression (legitimately helps, shes spending money on hobby supplies which give her a sense of accomplishment). Despite me working 50+ hour weeks I still do a majority of the cooking and cleaning due to her mental health. But I still love her dearly.
I’m just unhappy. I care for her, I WANT to be with her, I’m just not happy. I feel like I put in more effort than she does, but she is so appreciative and I know it isn’t malicious on her part, I just enable the behavior. She’s seeing a therapist (newly because of finances) but I don’t think I can afford one for myself or couples therapy.
If you made it to the end, thanks for reading my ramblings.
Edit: 1. My wife described herself as aromantic because she gets repulsed by SEEING romantic acts. She actively seeks out kisses, hugs and cuddles from me on a regular basis. After looking into it more I don’t think she’s actually aromantic based on her behavior, she seems more romance-averse specifically when viewing those acts
2. My wife recognizes that she doesn’t do a fair share of the work and it eats her up and contributes to her depression. I’m not blaming her for not doing enough, but that doesn’t take away the fact that I do still have to do more than my share. She is actively trying to improve herself for our relationship which is a big part of the reason I’m still with her. But I’m still unhappy in this moment in time.
3. We both know we need couples counseling, it’s just not on the table for us at the moment. Honestly just getting it off my chest and having the opportunity to talk with some of you amazing Redditors has helped me a bit already. It’s no replacement for individual therapy but it’s a good boost to give me strength to keep on until we CAN get to therapy for me and us together. Burnerreddit12345 , rochelle hartman Report Final score: 107points POST Hollysmom Hollysmom Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Check with your county for available free or reduced rate counseling. Most offer something. If you have insurance make sure to check with them if you haven't. I am so sorry you are unhappy but, good for you for not giving up. Loving someone is so much more important than "being in love". I am not discounting you unhappiness or pain just hoping you can continue to make it through long enough to get some help. Check online for available service too. There had just got to be something. Maybe it would also help for you two to get away by yourselves for a fee days too. A break in the day to day can sometimes breath nee life into a relationship. It's worth a shot. 30 30points reply View more comments #26 I’ve tried so hard to not be my mom and not be like her that I started doing things she did, and lying to myself and everyone around me, just like she does. One year of therapy down, and I’m trying really hard to put a stop to my bad patterns. WVFarm89 , WalkingGeek Report Final score: 96points POST Queen Metapha Queen Metapha Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Good for you to recognize it and trying to change! Congratulations, you are on a good way.... 37 37points reply View more comments See Also on Bored Panda Overworked Employee Quits Because He Wasn't Getting A Fair Wage, Costs The Company $40 Million 40 Embarrassing Moments People Didn't Know Who They Were Talking To And Made A Fool Of Themselves #27 I should be job searching, because I need to leave my job soon due to life changes, but I can’t bring myself to care. I just procrastinate with video games and meaningless tasks. mjrspork Report Final score: 94points POST Eagle Girl Eagle Girl Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Same here with Bored Panda and Amazon 47 47points reply View More Replies... View more comments #28 i havent done a single assignment this semester, i havent even gone to class. i dont know why im doing this. Crumbly_Parrot , Rural Institute Report Final score: 88points POST Xottel Xottel Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That's depression. I went through the same. Accept that this is a depression. Change your life, get help, whatever, but act soon. 79 79points reply View More Replies... View more comments #29 I’ve been passively suicidal For 7+ years now and most days I wish I had a completely different life, because I don’t want to live mine anymore.
I just feel like I’m suppose to have died 7 years ago. I tear up a lot when I’m thinking about it too long. I love a lot of my life. But I can’t imagine wanting to live it. Mini-Heart-Attack , Ivan Report Final score: 85points POST James Tartaglione James Tartaglione Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago going on almost 25 years feeling that way 31 31points reply View More Replies... View more comments #30 This month marks ten years since my mother died. Even though I recognize that she was a broken person with a lot of issues and no strength to face them, and it isn't entirely her fault, I'm glad she's gone, in an almost hateful way. I_AM_LOOKING_AT_YOU Report Final score: 85points POST Felicia Dale Felicia Dale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago You are allowed to feel this way. 78 78points reply View more comments Note: this post originally had 48 images. It’s been shortened to the top 30 images based on user votes. Anyone can write on Bored Panda. Start writing! Follow Bored Panda on Google News! Follow us on Flipboard.com/@boredpanda! Add Your Answer! Not your original work? Add source Publish Change image Upload Photo Ooops! Your image is too large, maximum file size is 8 MB. Upload Upload Edit Image Error occurred when generating embed. Please check link and try again. Render conversation
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Kill others, I'll want to scream in your face. Kill just yourself, fine, go, good, begone. I want to say"Please mask and sanitize or you will not be permitted into the building, please don't try to sell me that fake-as-fu*k vaccine card as real, please stop telling me it's fixable with dewormer." I want to say, "Drink your bleach and be dead, okay? So the rest of us can get on with our lives in more safety!".... ANd my supper break is up n six, so have a good one, Pandas,. 44 44points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago It's ok Leo. These are normal feelings. Hugs. 22 22points reply Load More Replies... Silre Silre Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Honestly? Same. 8 8points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know I'll get a lot of crap for that ----- but when you see toddlers die.... Kids is my sppot. I can't handle dying kids. I's why I didn't end up in practice. I could, I can, but.... kids... dying b/c of stupid adults. Not okay. It's not pretty of me, it's horrible of me, but... I don't harm anyone, I just wish I could scream these horrible things at them.... 10 10points reply Memere Memere Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Believe me, Leo, I feel the same! My mom & aunt were nurses, my sister (ICU), niece (pediatric), & a cousin (traveling relief) are nurses, so I know where you're coming from. If it weren't that these jerk-offs are infecting the innocents, I would say go ahead, don't get vaccinated or wear masks, they'll die alone, and I hope they suffer horribly. Sending you virtual hugs, Leo! 9 9points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Leo, I understand. Watching children suffer is the hell of earth and you are not horrible. I'm here for you. 6 6points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks. All of you. I feel really alone except with other medical personnel, who're all where I'm at. (As a group, we need a massive vacation, and a ton of crying time.) Just let the kids have a chance... 8 8points reply albernistuff 4sale albernistuff 4sale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am a fan of natural selection in this case 4 4points reply David Leick David Leick Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago This. It has gotten to a point where natural selection is the natural conclusion. /sigh 2 2points reply Patti Vance Patti Vance Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago totally understandable attitude. it is infuriating to be taking all kinds of precautions and still see people acting like nothing has changed. it is hard to see my son stay home to home school my grandson because the schools are not safe because if the parents aren't vaccinated then their child could be a carrier. my daughter in law, bless her, works as many hours as she can to keep the household going as she was the one with the better job with benefits. sometimes i get to the point that i feel that we should have internment camps for those anti vaxxers but that isn't practical. and, before someone comments that is a horrible idea, just think about the japanese who not only were interred but had their livelihoods and property taken just because of their race - not because they could literally cause someone to become ill and possibly die. 1 1point reply Lara M Lara M Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago We've been homeschooling our daughter for the same reason. I'm the homeschool teacher, so I've had to scale back drastically on work. The kid is so lonely, poor thing; it hurts my heart to think of what kind of childhood she's having because of all of this. But she's possibly high risk and I can't send her to school. I'm entirely in favor of internment camps or simply jail for the disease-spreaders. 1 1point reply aj B aj B Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Know the feeling, I tend to look at this and go, well Darwin says you improve the species with this removal, so hey slightly better humans even if just by .0000000001%, hate seeing others impacted though. My mom and sister both work pre-k day care, and the multiple closures because C+ people came in is heartbreaking 1 1point reply Nudge Nudge Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Me with homophobes/transphobes 0 0points reply deanna woods deanna woods Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Understand completely. I am so sick of the whining and complaining about vaccines and masks and sometimes just think of how much better off the world would be if these people just took themselves out and were done with it. 0 0points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That the reason i reject going out with friends is not because I'm bored or lazy... it's because I suffer from depression almost my entire adult life.... nobody knows... everyone sees a funny person, meanwhile i might be in my darkest times... 26 26points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Vicky, a big hug for you darling. 7 7points reply Load More Replies... Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Big hug and a glass of wine 3 3points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Offering you a supportive safe hug, @Vicky Z. I'm the bubbly one.... until the door closes. 3 3points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thank u Leo! 3 3points reply Josy Bannon Josy Bannon Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ikr, depression is following me around for a long time too and I put a lot of effort into seeming normal and hiding it, also avoiding friends a lot. I just dont want them to feel bad or I just have zero energy left to meet up. Therapy helped but there still are those days or weeks where I cant cope. You are not alone. big hugs to you Vicky Z.... 2 2points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks!! Hugs from me too! 3 3points reply Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I'm terrified I'm never going to find a boyfriend or get married. I'm 43, and it's been 16 years since I had a boyfriend that I believe actually loved me, and 11 years since any relationship I've has lasted more than a couple weeks or I've had a man tell me he loved me. I feel left behind in so many ways bc I'm still single, too old to have kids, am disabled and unable to work, so I'm always struggling w money, so no chance of ever affording a house (you try living on $1,000 a month then tell me how easy it is to save for a down-payment or qualify for a mortgage), and no career to give me fulfillment. I'm terrified I'm going to be left behind and forgotten about once my parents have passed away. 17 17points reply Paula Marowsky Paula Marowsky Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago you have discribed myself 5 5points reply Load More Replies... Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* 2 2points reply bookshellf bookshellf Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago *hugs* sending all the love from my heart to you 0 0points reply Miss Cris Miss Cris Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) hugs 1 1point reply Load More Comments POST Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago What I don't even tell my husband: I no longer care if people die b/c of their choices regarding Covid. Kill others, I'll want to scream in your face. Kill just yourself, fine, go, good, begone. I want to say"Please mask and sanitize or you will not be permitted into the building, please don't try to sell me that fake-as-fu*k vaccine card as real, please stop telling me it's fixable with dewormer." I want to say, "Drink your bleach and be dead, okay? So the rest of us can get on with our lives in more safety!".... ANd my supper break is up n six, so have a good one, Pandas,. 44 44points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago It's ok Leo. These are normal feelings. Hugs. 22 22points reply Load More Replies... Silre Silre Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Honestly? Same. 8 8points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I know I'll get a lot of crap for that ----- but when you see toddlers die.... Kids is my sppot. I can't handle dying kids. I's why I didn't end up in practice. I could, I can, but.... kids... dying b/c of stupid adults. Not okay. It's not pretty of me, it's horrible of me, but... I don't harm anyone, I just wish I could scream these horrible things at them.... 10 10points reply Memere Memere Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago (edited) Believe me, Leo, I feel the same! My mom & aunt were nurses, my sister (ICU), niece (pediatric), & a cousin (traveling relief) are nurses, so I know where you're coming from. If it weren't that these jerk-offs are infecting the innocents, I would say go ahead, don't get vaccinated or wear masks, they'll die alone, and I hope they suffer horribly. Sending you virtual hugs, Leo! 9 9points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Leo, I understand. Watching children suffer is the hell of earth and you are not horrible. I'm here for you. 6 6points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks. All of you. I feel really alone except with other medical personnel, who're all where I'm at. (As a group, we need a massive vacation, and a ton of crying time.) Just let the kids have a chance... 8 8points reply albernistuff 4sale albernistuff 4sale Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I am a fan of natural selection in this case 4 4points reply David Leick David Leick Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago This. It has gotten to a point where natural selection is the natural conclusion. /sigh 2 2points reply Patti Vance Patti Vance Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago totally understandable attitude. it is infuriating to be taking all kinds of precautions and still see people acting like nothing has changed. it is hard to see my son stay home to home school my grandson because the schools are not safe because if the parents aren't vaccinated then their child could be a carrier. my daughter in law, bless her, works as many hours as she can to keep the household going as she was the one with the better job with benefits. sometimes i get to the point that i feel that we should have internment camps for those anti vaxxers but that isn't practical. and, before someone comments that is a horrible idea, just think about the japanese who not only were interred but had their livelihoods and property taken just because of their race - not because they could literally cause someone to become ill and possibly die. 1 1point reply Lara M Lara M Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago We've been homeschooling our daughter for the same reason. I'm the homeschool teacher, so I've had to scale back drastically on work. The kid is so lonely, poor thing; it hurts my heart to think of what kind of childhood she's having because of all of this. But she's possibly high risk and I can't send her to school. I'm entirely in favor of internment camps or simply jail for the disease-spreaders. 1 1point reply aj B aj B Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Know the feeling, I tend to look at this and go, well Darwin says you improve the species with this removal, so hey slightly better humans even if just by .0000000001%, hate seeing others impacted though. My mom and sister both work pre-k day care, and the multiple closures because C+ people came in is heartbreaking 1 1point reply Nudge Nudge Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Me with homophobes/transphobes 0 0points reply deanna woods deanna woods Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Understand completely. I am so sick of the whining and complaining about vaccines and masks and sometimes just think of how much better off the world would be if these people just took themselves out and were done with it. 0 0points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago That the reason i reject going out with friends is not because I'm bored or lazy... it's because I suffer from depression almost my entire adult life.... nobody knows... everyone sees a funny person, meanwhile i might be in my darkest times... 26 26points reply Caro Caro Caro Caro Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Vicky, a big hug for you darling. 7 7points reply Load More Replies... Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Big hug and a glass of wine 3 3points reply Leo Domitrix Leo Domitrix Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Offering you a supportive safe hug, @Vicky Z. I'm the bubbly one.... until the door closes. 3 3points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thank u Leo! 3 3points reply Josy Bannon Josy Bannon Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Ikr, depression is following me around for a long time too and I put a lot of effort into seeming normal and hiding it, also avoiding friends a lot. I just dont want them to feel bad or I just have zero energy left to meet up. Therapy helped but there still are those days or weeks where I cant cope. You are not alone. big hugs to you Vicky Z.... 2 2points reply Vicky Z Vicky Z Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago Thanks!! Hugs from me too! 3 3points reply Bex Bex Community Member • points posts comments upvotes FollowUnfollow 11 months ago I'm terrified I'm never going to find a boyfriend or get married. I'm 43, and it's been 16 years since I had a boyfriend that I believe actually loved me, and 11 years since any relationship I've has lasted more than a couple weeks or I've had a man tell me he loved me. I feel left behind in so many ways bc I'm still single, too old to have kids, am disabled and unable to work, so I'm always struggling w money, so no chance of ever affording a house (you try living on $1,000 a month then tell me how easy it is to save for a down-payment or qualify for a mortgage), and no career to give me fulfillment. 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